All

All the pieces tattered and torn
trying to make myself ok
buried down at the bottom

smashed the dreams I'll start again
getting lost been thrown away
this is all I wanted

Trying to get back from where I'm from
the better I get the worse I become

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I know the endless hunger

I know the gnawing pain

I know the endless desert

In which I’m drowning again

I know the burning desire

The lust and anguish and desire

I know the hell of a lightless night

And know the forever burning fire

I know you

I know you

I’ve seen your face

While I was hiding away

Some other place

Is this life or something else?

You’re all I want to remember

And yet here I am again

Another empty December

I had waited so long

But you never did come

And in just a day or two

I’m afraid I’ll be gone

I miss the late conversations

Talking about nothing at all

And yet all those nothings

I couldn’t want anything more

It never stopped raining

The sun never did shine

I just spend my days wishing for you

Telling everyone I’m fine

And I’m learning I don’t need to be okay

I can walk around with nothing left to say

I can let the dreams stay be buried

They wouldn’t come to pass anyway

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I sit and fester

Watching it all dissolve

A thousand prayers I say

Yet I cannot absolve

I feel anger and bitterness

A restless withered thing

I would want to be normal a day

And yet still always I am nothing

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And what could I say?

Just where could I start?

Would there be any point?

Or escaping my dirty little heart?